Man, all this rain is killer! It really takes from the good vibes sometimes!
There's a lot of gloominess lately and I'm doing pretty well at setting it aside, I just wish it were easier to gather people's attention wholeheartedly and feel appreciated!
I'm not complaining saying I need to be prioritized or any of that means
, but perhaps being... noticed, y'know?
I genuinely try very hard to be the happy person and outgoing, the one who keeps the conversations flowing and always has ideas as what to do, but gees it's difficult!
I guess it's just strange to me because typically art would be my escape but even it can feel like a chore. Strange.
And don't think I'm blaming my sadness on views of my art or anything!! That definitely isn't what I'm trying to say!
I mean oftentimes a good majority of my art goes without being posted! And that's my choice, wholly!
I don't have a complete message to give really, I'm just letting go of some unwanted pressure and steam. I'll be alright.
I'm not sure what else to say, I don't really want to make my profile look gloomy so... uhmmmm...
Aside from the rain and clouds making it dark, I genuinely admire the weather. Rain is my favorite thing. Especially when out of the blue it comes down in large droplets and they thump so hard you can hear it with all the windows of the house closed, I love that. Soooooo much.
Maybe I'm just thinking of gloomy weather in a bad way!
Anyways y'all, while it's raining so hard it sounds like hail, I'm going to make some art
Have a great day, evening, and morning!